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[23 Dec 2007|12:01pm] |
The past couple of days have been WONDERFUL. =]
-I got a letter from this kid Keith. He's in jail for two stabbings, which I'm not too happy about...But he seems like an okay kid I guess?
-I got a new curling iron, bare minerals makeup, nice boots, and new extensions. :D
-I got my Christmas shopping done.
-My mom and I have been getting along for the most part.
Xmas eve party is tomorrow! I hope I have fun; I'm sure I will.
Oh, and like my new iconnnn?! I took more pictures today, and decided to use it as an avi, haha.
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[21 Dec 2007|07:13pm] |
Mom and I got in a fight this morning, but we're better now.
I picked up some around the house, but I think tomorrow I'm going to have to thoroughly clean it.
Adam D. called me and said he loved me and whatever...Which is such a lie since he's only really known me for like a month or so.
Of course with my somewhat-passive attitude; I said I love you back.
I obviously don't love him, I hardly know the kid!
I need to work on being more assertive before I really hurt somebody.
I think I'll go Christmas shopping Saturday.
Ally gave me a present today. :]
It was a makeup appliance set.
She's such a sweetheart.
I've been getting headaches for the past three days in a row.
I hope it's not the ritalin, because I definitely don't want to go off of it.
I guess that's really all I have to say for today. I might update later on.
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[20 Dec 2007|05:19pm] |
I AM SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED.
I've been so busy with things lately.
I promise this won't happen again! For surrrreee.
Here's a quick overview of what went on;
1) I started talking to this cute boy Adam. :]
2) I still haven't gotten a letter. =[
3) My mom and I are getting along pretty well.
4) I flipped out on this teacher at my school and received In School Suspension.
5) Michael and I don't really talk much anymore.
6) I still haven't gone Christmas shopping! (I got around $80 from my mom though for when I do).
7) Meaghan S. wants to go back out with me. (NOT going to happen).
8) My ex boyfriend whose name is also Adam, has been calling me.
9) I'm also talking with two other boys named Chris. One is kind of friends with this kid who used to go to my school that I didn't get along with.
Today was a snow day AND the power stayed on! I'm very happy about this.
Well, I'm going to go and comment all of you.
Once again, SORRY FOR NOT UPDATINGGG. =[
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[15 Dec 2007|11:02pm] |
Something must be wrong with me.
This is the sixth time or so that a guy has stopped talking to me, out of the blue. [No exaggerations].
I don't get it. What do I do wrong? I don't move too fast, I don't call them constantly, and I don't have any intolerable personality flaws.
What the fuck am I doing wrong?
Maybe this is God's way of telling me that he knows who the right one is for me, and they aren't it.
Hopefully that's what it is, because everytime this happens, I come to a larger state of confusion.
My mom and I are at it again.
We yelled, cursed, yada yada yada.
Then, when I told her something was wrong that she didn't even care about;
She replied with, "When I was upset last night, you didn't seem to care!"
Is she fucking senile?
I asked her about five times what was wrong.
I'm done.
Don't even care anymore.
My new state of mind will be called "Refusal."
The refusal to be let down, The refusal to cave in, and the refusal to give a shit.
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[15 Dec 2007|02:39pm] |
Blah. What a boring day. Nothing exciting has gone on.
My mail still hasn't come yet and it's about two hours late, so I have no idea if I recieved a letter yet. I really hope I did.
Mike and I got into our first little argument. He called me immature since had some pretty harsh words with the kid who deleted my Myspace. I called him a few names and what-not, so mike said, "Who's the immature one now?" This upset me, since Mike constantly talks shit about the kid on the phone; So how does he have the right to call ME immature?
But whatever, life's too short to hold grudges. He told me to smile and all that cute stuff.
We're okay now.
John called me early this morning. Well, not that early, more like nine o'clock or something. I didn't answer though and I really should call him because we were suppose to hang out today or tomorrow.
That's all that's happened on this mega fun-filled day. [sarcasm]
<3
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[14 Dec 2007|10:02pm] |
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Wow.
I've met many twelve year olds that are more mature than my so called "mother."
I suggest she stops staying out late at night, for when her medication stops working, she's a total cunt.
She just came in throwing an over-dramatic scene over a fucking remote control.
That's right; a REMOTE CONTROL.
She told me to "Shutup and get her the remote."
I told her I wasn't doing anything for her if she talked to me that way.
So she fucking said she would smash the keyboard if I didn't do it.
I said, "Do it." So she literally came over here and started to throw it, when I gave in.
HOW FUCKING IMMATURE CAN YOU GET?
I promise myself, I will NEVER, EVER, let any future children I have be around this ignorant/immature/self-centered woman unless there is supervision.
I now can promptly say that I know how it feels to love someone yet despise them at the same time.
I've always had resentment towards you. Ha, the only reason I even live with the psychotic mess of a female is because I want the internet/my cell phone.
That probably sounds pretty shallow, but hey, YOU try living with her.
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[14 Dec 2007|04:38pm] |
There was no delay, thank God. I always seem to get ready too soon when it comes to school delays.
I also didn't get any letters in the mail yet. =[ Maybe tomorrow; Or most likely Monday will be a better bet.
Random Picture;
<3
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[14 Dec 2007|05:00am] |
UGH.
Myspace deleted my account. They must delete accounts fairly easily, considering the fact that this is about my seventh Myspace.
It's always for harassment too, because little girls and boys decide to report me if I speak my mind in any way, shape, or form. Usually I don't even say anything that bad! But whatever.
I wonder if I'll get a letter in the mail today. :D That'd be awesome.
We might have a delay/closing...I'm not too sure yet. It's too early for them to be on the TV. I fucking hate delays. I really don't want one today.
If we do have school, I'll probably have to serve In-School Suspension for a couple periods for that whole forgery thing. Wooo-hoooo. I hope they don't call the cops like they do in basically every situation. [I forged my friend's mom's name.] I know, bad idea.
Well, that's my entry for right now. I'll update more later on.
<3
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[13 Dec 2007|04:01pm] |
Well, I'm back to this Livejournal stuff. I've had so many I can't even count them all. I should probably try my best to stick with this one.
I've been writing a lot of people letters lately...Like pen pals and such. (Some of them are in prison). Maybe that's not such a good idea, but I made sure they weren't in there for anything too serious such as rape, murder, etc. I haven't gotten any letters back yet, but it's only been two days.
I stayed home from school since my alarm didn't go off. I even downloaded a new alarm clock on my phone, and it ended up not working. I better get my money back from Nextel. They have the worst service; EVER.
I can't believe it's almost christmas. I haven't done ANY shopping for it. I'm so not prepared. I am, however, going to send out tons of cards. [: Katie gave me the inspiration to do so.
Well, I'm off to try to make some new friends on LJ. <3
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